Low cost cat cremation

My medication has finally kicked in and I have composed myself enough to make this post after scheduling the appointment later this morning to put him at peace. TLDR; low cost or installment options for pet cremation even group, main point of post at the ❣️ heart emoji. I have no idea how to format this properly and I’m sorry!! I have a one year old cat that was found in the bushes at my parent’s last year with his littermates and mom. They naturally weaned and then all were neutered socialized vetted and rehomed, but two were kept by my family. The two fluffy oranges. My wonderful boy Calcifer Blaze took my heart immediately, he’s an orange through and through and the fluffiest, longest, funniest cat I’ve ever seen. He would always want to ride around on my shoulder as a kitten while I gardened, and now I cannot keep him off my shoulders 😭🥺 The other reason I kept him with his dilute twin, Blaze was the ‘runt’ and sickly kitten from day one. It was eye and ear infections first, then he had a reaction after his neuter, then his ears started again. The vet had me do another round of mite treatment, a scrape, and continue cleaning. At this point he has had kitten caps on as well as either medical tape, “surgery socks”, baby socks, panty hose, homemade e collars, he found a way to compulsively scratch. I’d find something that would work for a week and he would heal, then he’d start grooming and he’d tear his face up again, I’d wrap him in a sweatshirt with just his head out and find something new while still giving him the medication the vet prescribed and the hydrolyzed food. Last night he tore his face up behind belief or he can heal from. I’ve given him his two medications (both normal doses, the anti anxiety I increased by one per vet instruction to calm him before ap